I find that I can have complete faith in that God will provide for someone else and supply their needs but yet doubt Him when it comes to myself. I can be full of strength when I am talking to others on facebook and msn and say that God will provide, protect and supply and firmly believe it…for them. I can picture them getting off the airplane in Georgia, luggage in hand, all set for training camp but once in a while I have trouble putting myself into that image.
It’s not that I have doubts about whether I am suppose to be doing this, I know I am, it’s just that sometimes I doubt that God will supply all I need to go. I hate doubting God and I need to remember that it was not by chance last June that I decided to do one last Google search for teen mission trips; that the last link I decided to try was one to an FYM blog from last year. God had it all planned out and all I needed to do was click on the link. Before that moment I had never even heard of Adventures In Missions but within a few weeks I was accepted to go to Africa and now in a few weeks I’ll be there! I just need to pray and keep my heart free of doubt and then keep praying. Remember, God has a marvelous plan for all of our lives and all we have to do is keep up the faith and click on the link.
For verily I say unto you, that whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith. Mark 11:23
